累

累了，我真得很累了。我把别人的烦恼都扛上身，我不行了，这包袱太重了。到底耶稣是怎么把世人的罪都扛上身的？难道他不会累吗？

心里这一道疤只有上帝知道有多深，也只有它能医治。我每一天都在为别人的事操心，我问自己-有多少次我曾静下来想想自己的烦恼, 有多少次曾静下来享受自己的“成就”？

原来长大后的世界是那么的复杂，我所做的牺牲别人看得到吗？难道我花那么多的时间做这一切是为了我自己吗？我在默默地播种，默默的耕耘。。可是我真得很心寒，我很想告诉上帝我不想干了，为什么他选择我？为什么？

此时此刻能够安慰我的就只有上帝了！！

My next step

New trimester... i've seen things which i've ignored for such a long time .or i should say i've found things that i couldn't bother to care about ...
i've learnt a lot from Esther Yap (ha ... same name as me :>) ... i've learnt to care about the ppl beside me .... n now i realized that life can be so different when i'm heading towards a different direction ... i've realized that i need to care for the ppl around me .... not just praying for them when they asked me to or just have fun with them ... but God gives them into my life for a purpose .... i've started to spend my time thinking about them ... spend more time talking to them .... n pray for them name by name every night before i sleep .... as ppl know about me . i never reply text .i've changed ... i've started to send text to ppl just to ask them how r they getting on ...
i've found out that i've been spending most of my time to impress someone else .. i'm sorry that i've been wasting my time to do so ... but i'm glad in a way coz it's never too late for me to make a change now !! Thank God so so much!!

Words from the LORD

"I do not revealed me power to get men to believe in My power , but to get men to believe in My love.If I had wanted to save the world with My power when i walked the earth , I could have moved mountains by pointing a finger.Then all men would bowed to Me, but not because they loved Me, or loved the truth , but because they feared My power .I do not want men to obey Me because they fear My power , but because they love Me , and they love the truth.If u do not know My love , then My power will corrupt you. I do not give you love so that you can know My power , but i give you power so that you can know My love.The goal of your life must be love , not power.So you must seek love first , and then faith .You cannot please Me without faith .but faith is not just the knowledge of My power , but the knowledge of My love and the power of My love . Faith must first be for love .Seek faith to love more , and to do more with your love .Only when you seek faith to love can I trust you with My power .Faith works by love."

Had been facing many problems , but i know that His love is powerful n He knows what's best for me . Will pray for my frens around me:>

Father's love letter

My Child…

You may not know me, but I know everything about you…Psalm 139:1 I know when you sit down and when you rise up …Psalm 139:2 I am familiar with all your ways …Psalm 139:3Even the very hairs on your head are numbered…Matthew 10:29-31 For you were made in my image …Genesis 1:27 In me you live and move and have your being …Acts 17:28 For you are my offspring …Acts 17:28 I knew you even before you were conceived …Jeremiah 1:4-5 I chose you when I planned creation …Ephesians 1:11-12 You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book…Psalm 139:15-16 I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live …Acts 17:26 You are fearfully and wonderfully made …Psalm 139:14 I knit you together in your mother's womb …Psalm 139:13 And brought you forth on the day you were born …Psalm 71:6 I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me …John 8:41-44 I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love…1 John 4:16 And it is my desire to lavish my love on you …1 John 3:1 Simply because you are my child and I am your Father …1 John 3:1 I offer you more than your earthly father ever could …Matthew 7:11 For I am the perfect father …Matthew 5:48 Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand…James 1:17 For I am your provider and I meet all your needs …Matthew 6:31-33 My plan for your future has always been filled with hope …Jeremiah 29:11 Because I love you with an everlasting love …Jeremiah 31:3 My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore...Psalms 139:17-18 And I rejoice over you with singing …Zephaniah 3:17 I will never stop doing good to you …Jeremiah 32:40 For you are my treasured possession …Exodus 19:5 I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul …Jeremiah 32:41 And I want to show you great and marvelous things …Jeremiah 33:3 If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me …Deuteronomy 4:29 Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart …Psalm 37:4 For it is I who gave you those desires …Philippians 2:13 I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine …Ephesians 3:20 For I am your greatest encourager …2 Thessalonians 2:16-17 I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles …2 Corinthians 1:3-4 When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you …Psalm 34:18 As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart …Isaiah 40:11 One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes …Revelation 21:3-4 And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth …Revelation 21:3-4 I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus …John 17:23 For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed …John 17:26 He is the exact representation of my being …Hebrews 1:3 He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you…Romans 8:31 And to tell you that I am not counting your sins …2 Corinthians 5:18-19 Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled …2 Corinthians 5:18-19 His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you…1 John 4:10 I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love …Romans 8:31-32 If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me …1 John 2:23 And nothing will ever separate you from my love again …Romans 8:38-39 Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen …Luke 15:7 I have always been Father, and will always be Father …Ephesians 3:14-15 My question is…Will you be my child? …John 1:12-13 I am waiting for you …Luke 15:11-32
Love, Your Dad. Almighty God

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