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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Bday celebration


Girls group photo :>

Had a really great bday celebration :> though i don't really like party but this is a very meaningful party :>

ermmm .. it's supposed to be a surprise party for me . well .. but surprise parties don't always surprise ppl as ppl r more sensitive than u think :P anyway .it wasn't my bday when we celebrated my bday .It was Stanley's bday n it was just 3 days before mine so we had a combined party !!:>

As me n stanley r christians we celebrated our bday differently :> As most of our frens r not christians , this party will be a great chance to share about our faith :> We started our party with singing some praise songs :> I said grace n started our 'feast'. After our scrumptious meal me n stanley started to share about our stories :>

Stanley became a christian a few months ago .Seeing him tranforming by the love n truth of Jesus Christ was really great:> His initial purpose to church is to learn english then he started to seek God :> After church camp he invited Jesus into his life on a sunday service :> Thank God so much for this brother:>

I shared about my stories of how i managed to get the money i needed for my mission trip n also how i became a christian :> though my walk is tough but i never let Him go coz I believe in Him ,He strengthened me :>

Thinking back the hard times i had when i first became a christian ... a song just hit me ~~Many nights we've prayed,With no proof anyone could hear,In our hearts a hopeful song,We barely understood....There can be miracles,When you believe ,Though hope is frail,It's hard to kill,Who knows what miracles,You can achieve ,When you believe,Somehow you will,You will when you believe~~~ya ... what i should do is just believe :>

ended that party with many stories n i hope that my frens around me will remember my story coz it is not just my story it's His story !!

My bday wish~~frens around me will all come to Christ ~~

n i believe it will come true one day :> because there can be miracles when you believe :>

frens that have read this post who r christians pls pray for me together :> Let God use me as a tool to draw my frens around me to His kingdom :>
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My bday cake No.2


This tiramisu cake was made by san san n jenny :>
San san said the cross is in the middle representing the cross in the middle of ur life .. Jesus as the center of my life :> it was indeed an extraordinary bday cake :>
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My bday cake No.1


yayaya .. i'm 20 ... i don't like stepping into 20 ... coz i feel so old :<
anyway ... i love this cake :> especially the name written on it :> it was beautiful :>
sk , grace n xin yee secretly made it for me :> sk n grace had to leave home ( as we stayed in the same flat :P)n went to someone else's place to make this cake .... thanks guys !!!:>
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Miracles

Another miracle. Somehow I’ve got $800 after that fund-raising at ICF then a fren gave me $100 the other Friday night :> San san ( a m’sian girl from Chinese church) called me during weekdays. She told me that she happened to share my mission trip in her cg n a Taiwanese girl from her cg is quite interested in helping me . I was overjoyed n had sent out emails to frens around n ask for prayers :> I went to the Chinese church to meet up with this Taiwanese girl-qiao min . We chatted for a long time n shared our testimonies of how we became Christians . Then, she pulled out an envelope she had prepared earlier from her bag , gave it to me . She then asked me about my fund-raising , I told her I need $600 more .She said ,”Now u need $100 .” YA!! She gave me $500 !! I can’t believe it …Honestly, I don’t even know this girl n we had never meet each other in our entire life …. n she gave me so much … she said God ask her to help me n this is the amount of money which God wants her to give me … amazing …. Amazing ….

I walked back from church , climbing up the forever-so-long Church Street . God spoke to me as I’m climbing up the stairs “U’ll get that $100 today .” … I told God it’s impossible for me to get that $100 within the day coz it’s 4pm … n I’m going to church in the evening n I couldn’t think of anyone else who will give me that money …. Got home , shared the good news with Grace ,Esther Yap came with the church transport . She ask me about qiao min … I told her the good news , saying that I need $100 to get to $1500 … at that moment , without hesitation Esther said ,”I’ll give you that $100 .” wow …. God is so so so real …. I just can’t imagine what I’ve heard … He is awesome n perfect :>

Esther Yap told me she has been praying about the amount of money God wants her to give me n the number 100 kept popping up her mind , then she knew that she had to give me $100 n she ‘s been waiting for the right time to tell me about it … n that evening was that right time :> it’s all planned by God !!!

I’m so blessed that I’ve got all I needed within 2 weeks … man … $1500 in two weeks… won’t have got the money if it wasn’t God’s grace :> It’s truly a miracle the way He provides :>

He gave that $1500 to me just as my life n I’m willing to give everything to Him including my life coz everything that I have belongs to Him … I’m willing to go wherever He asks me to go n do whatever He asks me to do :> n give all the glory to Him forever n ever :>

Monday, October 03, 2005

奇迹

今年底我将会去中国,所以现在在努力的筹款。9月30日-我永生难忘的一天。

决定在ICF卖韩国拌饭的我,下午和淑君去买一些材料。大约3点多,婷婷一班人就来了,他们尽然来帮忙煮饭,不久后宇轩提着5公斤的米进来,感动感动。。。后来大家分工合作的把35盒的拌饭做好了,那时已经6点了。

后来,大家都到ICF去支持我。可是当晚只有20几个人在场,我手上有35盒的拌饭,要怎么卖出去呢?我整晚坐立不安,心不在焉的,根本就听不进去DAVID NEWTON所说的话。我就一直在祷告,希望奇迹会发生!!

结果奇迹真的出现了!!我卖完了35盒!!大家对于我的支持,我真的是说不出的感动!!Esther yap 和David 因为不能到ICF来,特地要我留两盒拌饭。Jess 也因为不能去ICF,特地到我家来买拌饭支持我。DJ GROUP 寸步不踏入ICF的,也去支持我。ICFers-Joel, Emma, Shanny, Rubee,Matt,Chloe…..太多名字了, 每一个人的热心帮助,真是让我有说不出的感动。这个夜晚我看见了大家的心,全都是支持我的,他们买食物不是因为肚子饿或者是那拌饭好吃,而是为了支持我!!单单Chloe和Rubee就买了4盒饭,Matt买了5盒饭。
一盒饭10元,当晚筹得了350元。

饭卖完了是奇迹,看见了大家的心是奇迹,还有一个奇迹是-LEO。ICF meeting 后,他说他去年去中国教英文回来后留下一些人民币,问我要不要,我当然说要啰。结果,LEO 回家后又赶回来ICF ,气喘呼呼的出现在我的面前,递给了我一叠钞票!!对!!是一叠钞票!!我问他怎么会那么多钱,他说没有很多钱,就一千多而已。我的天啊!!我当场愣住了,百感交集,我快哭出来了,我看到的不是那一千多块,而是他的真心。我知道他铁定是跑着回家,再跑着回来把钱交给我的,即使是10元我也会一样的感动!!在抱着他的刹那间,我明白了,这一切是神的作为,这又是一个奇迹!!

当晚我一共筹得了575。50 纽币,我当晚睡不着觉,因为这一切都太美好了!!

真的要感谢我身边所有的人,尤其是珉祯,珉祯这位大厨在煮饭前已经1天没睡觉了,真不知道她哪来的精力来帮我,珉祯,没有你的话这一切都不会发生!!谢谢你!!

上帝真的对我太好了!!给了我许多的祝福!!感谢主,因为在神万事都能!!多少独自流泪的夜晚,只有上帝看见; 多少失落的时光 ,只有上帝明白。在我觉得全世界都不了解我时,上帝说:“放心,我在你身边,我明白,我不会让你受到伤害。”这世间还有什么能胜过上帝的爱?没有!!