Church's family event for Guy Fawkes

It was an awesome night . Went to Steve's farm.We had our Guy Fawkes celebration at the beach . I know the pics below looked nice .. but it was not as nice because of the wind n the sand .. Ya ... forget about the romantic stuff like walking along the beach with someone u love ,sitting beside the warm fire counting the stars above ,lying on ur lover's shoulder watching the spectacular fireworks ...... ahh ... it was not like that on that day!!not that because that special someone was not beside me but because of the stupid wind plus sand...

anyway, despite the wind n sand ... the celebration was awesome :> felt so excited that night hearing Elevate(youth ministry) singing n shouting for Christ.. i felt so old seeing those young ppl sitting down n shouting with energy .. ya ... i can feel their energy even when they're just sitting down ... ahhh ... i felt so so so old ....

despite feeling old , i had fun:> We danced n sang songs n screamed in high pitch at the beach !!
Still , i'm not very sure if i'm really happy deep down or i was just pretending to be happy ... i'm not too sure about that till now ... i found myself leaving others behind n step forward to the sea to take a deep breath , i tried to forgot everything n just wanted to spend time with God ... i guess i just need to go into my own solitude ... a few minutes after that , ching just went back to her frens n laughed n danced .... i'm not quite sure which is the real me ? imagine if none of my frens were there , i guess i'll just spend all my time with Him n i'm not too sure which situation will i prefer....

There are just too many obligations being among my frens ... especially when my frens go to church or join any church events ... i need to make sure that they get to meet up with KIWIS ... need to make sure that they r feeling comfortable ... on the other hand i also need to make sure that my KIWI frens feel comfortable too ... n i'm not very good in making ppl feeling comfortable .. there r just too many things to learn ...

Yesterday ..

i went out the whole day to distribute flyers coz my church is having a 3rd anniversary celebration at the opera house , it was a tiring day ... me n Esther Yap gave out about 300 flyers to halls n flats ... it was Guy Fawkes day yesterday ... i should be at the waterfront beside the beach enjoying the fireworks ... but .. when the fireworks were blasted ... i was busy sticking posters at the bus stop ... couldn't see any fireworks ... could just hear the blasting sound ... but i was very joyful deep down inside :> coz imagine ppl going to the opera house after seeing the poster :> i know i'll feel regret if i was watching fireworks coz i've something more important to do .... just imagine 10% of the ppl we invited turned up ... expanding God's kingdom n seeing God's lost sheep coming back to him :> seeing ppl raising their hands during alter call will be much more awesome than seeing the fireworks :>

May God blees all the ppl who have seen the flyers :>